Showing posts with label introvert. Show all posts
Showing posts with label introvert. Show all posts

10 . 15 . 2013

:: playing catch up again ::

Has anything interesting happened lately?
Today was my first day back after a nice little break from work. I had been SO BUSY with everything in my life that I needed a break or else I WOULD BREAK (for reals had to buy new underwear at Target because I had not gotten to do laundry yet)
Thankfully, a long weekend came at just the right time. Phhew. I finally had time to do my laundry, grocery shop, paint my nails, read, journal, SLEEP, and watch movies.
Have you learned anything new about yourself lately?
I was asked to puppy sit this last weekend and I jumped at the chance. It was a perfect excuse to seclude myself and have an introverted weekend of being all by myself. Some people may hate that thought ... but I loved every minute of it. 
I have realized over the years that I am a total introvert and I should just embrace it. If I am over-taxed and don't get time to decompress ... and then do the same thing over and over again, I become emotionally, mentally, and physically exhausted.

How do you feel about your relationship with God lately?
Thee last couple of weeks have been the busiest I've been in a long time ... and the funny thing was, most of the things that I was doing was for the Lord. Either it was ministry, going to church functions, or being with friends (all of these things are SO GOOD!) ... but what was I doing to grow my relationship with Jesus?? *crickets* 
Sure those things gave me encouragement along the way - but I wasn't able to spend quality time with my Savior and that meant I wasn't able to be my best self for others or for myself.

How do you feel about your relationships with people lately? Even though I have been crazy busy these last couple of weeks, I have been able to meet up with some of my closest friends for dinner, which is always good for my soul. I always find it amazing how my friendships with women have such a great impact on my life. I am truly a blessed woman to be surrounded by awesome, funny, sweet, genuine and Godly ladies.

Other thoughts or feelings:

My hope is that life will slow down and that I can breathe. But even in the midst of a busy life I want to focus on the many blessings I have and the remember the goodness of God.


found this sweet image on pinterest







9 . 13 . 2013

Did anything interesting happen today?
I went to my weekly therapy appointment during my lunch break today. Now that I have a big-girl job I finally have health insurance again! Now I can afford to go to therapy and only pay my $25 co-pay instead of $175. The joys of being insured.
I have been seeing this particular therapist for a couple weeks now and I really enjoy her presence in my life. It is so nice to be able to go into her office, be greeted with a smile and affirming nods as I talk about my life, my thoughts, my hurts, and my passions. She is also a very good question-asker, which is something that I crave. She will often give me things to ponder throughout the week and I like that.


Did you learn anything new about yourself today?
Being an introvert and someone who keeps my cards close, unless I know someone really well, I tend to keep things inside … SO … I have found that when needing to process or talk things out I need someone who can ask me questions.


How do you feel about your relationship with God today?
My therapist asked me this same kind of question today in therapy. She asked “where is God in your life” - I paused and thought. A picture of Jesus popped into my head. He stood across the room with all the sin in-between me and him. I shared this image with my therapist and continued to talk it out. This might be the way I was feeling today … BUT this is not the reality or truth of God. He isn’t separated from me by my sin. Jesus is standing RIGHT NEXT TO ME, with his arm around me, loving me, in-spite of my sin. Yes it is there and yes it should be dealt with but Jesus is right there with me and will never leave my side. I need to remember this.


How do you feel about your relationships with people today?
Okay. Nothing crazy to report.


Other thoughts or feelings?
I feel like a work in progress.